BE OR BUSY (MUKTHI)

My Deepest song
has not been sung yet.
Still in wait for the din to settle
and Silence to blossom.

When I sing that Song
Will you Be. Or Busy.

A Strange drift. Overwhelming
All that I knew, all that I
always was, all that I ever wanted
to be, all that meant something to me
Not at all unpleasant but a sense
of Sweetness of being
soaked in sugar syrup
A drowning and a death of one
and conception and birth of another
A familiar me being dissolved
An unfamiliar power being born
Seemed like a catastrophe
Catastrophe for the puny me
An effulgent Celebration
for the Life as it exploded beyond
the limits of my body and perceptions.
Having been a prisoner
of my own device
Feel embarrassed to celebrate
Liberation